At three in the morning I stumbled downstairs to the bathroom, half-asleep. Wiping, I was suddenly wide awake: there was bright red blood.
I consider myself to be a fairly logical person. I know:
a) A lot of people bleed, particularly during early pregnancy, particularly on progesterone, and still have healthy pregnancies.
b) My ridiculously high beta numbers are a good sign.
c) There’s nothing I can do if things aren’t okay.
But none of this is stopping me from still being wide awake two hours later, Googling and afraid.